How nice to see you again :)

I am going to try and make this post a happy one. I don't know if it's possible but I will try. I mean I should try.

So today was my grandmother's birthday. See that's a happy start right? Anyways, in the afternoon my aunty came with her 3 children and we cut the cake and all that and my parents had gone to work and sister had gone for tuition. So we were watching tv and they said lets have some wine. So I took out what I thought were the wine glasses and we poured ourselves some wine. And I realize that I don't really like wine. :S I mean I took a really long time to drink it compared to the other 2. But they are older than me so I guess experience is a factor here. And I felt really weird because even though I know I am of legal age now, I don't feel like an adult. Maybe it's because I don't want to feel like and adult. woah...need to get back to happy thoughts.

So that happened and it was really cool cause it was like 3 generations. :D So yeah. Urm, being the very mainstream person that I am, I've been listening to Stay by Rihanna feat Mikky Ekko. It's very soothing. And I like the fact that the only instrument involved is the piano..I think ok maybe like 1 other instrument?..and then you have the voices. It goes very beautifully together. The simplicity in the song is very refreshing.

Happy thoughts......well, I've got none... none that I would like to share? I don't know. I feel worried. I don't know why. Well, life goes on.
farewell humans.