Short update :)

It's February 8th :D So far everything has been ok. Except for the emotional breakdowns and thinking to much about lots of things, I am fine :)

 Valentine's Day is coming. Joyful! The plan for the day is to wake up at 10am and then watch tv/breakfast till about 11am? yep, and then I'll go on my laptop and watch.......I don't know. I'll figure it out. The whole day is going to be about me loving me cause I'm my own valentine, and I'm ok with that. I realized that loving myself plays a big part in me being who I am. I have started to try and dress more girlishly. I have to work on the way I carry myself. But to do that, I have to believe in the confidence that I fell is growing in me. I've been working out too :) so that also adds to why I actually look at myself in the mirror nowadays.

I think it was a week ago but one day, I woke up really sad. I woke up and thought about some things that I had done and things that I had gone through when I was younger. I wanted to talk to someone about it cause I felt so down. I felt so sad and a lack of energy and I just wanted to disappear into my bed. I wanted to disappear. I just disliked the things that I did and all these memories just re-ignited my hate towards a certain person. And the whole day was just a drag. But i got over it and I survived the day, so yay points to me. I am so hungry right now.

Ok, so that was an update.
Farewell humans, stay safe :)