Saturday, December 1, 2012

Stars in the sky

I can't wait for Les Misérables! I mean.. I heard about it on Glee first and thought it was a lie...Then I heard about it on the radio TODAY and now I'm like...come faster Christmas! lol What a better way to spend Christmas :P I love musicals and love the whole cast. I can't wait to watch it and totally fall in love with it :)

I wish we wouldn't all be so clouded in our own thoughts. 
I wish we would open our eyes a little bit more to possibilities.
I wish we could look at the starts and feel one with them.
I wish we could run fast enough just so we could breathe again.
I wish the days would end just so I could dream again.

You know, I want to be different. I want to live in ways I wish I could. I want to feel life in me. I want to feel happiness and not a hole that is never closed. Sometimes I wonder if this hole, this feeling of unhappiness is the whole reason of being alive. Or maybe one of the reasons? 

This feeling is overwhelming and I can't stop the way I feel. I don't know what to do. I wish I had been different. I wonder about life a lot. In the end, is it all worth it? 
Sing my worries away you say? I tried. It just comes back. More heart-aching than before. More thought provoking. More lively, like a fire that cannot be controlled. A splash of water excites it more. Makes it want to be more alive. 

Forgive the ranting. Forgive the randomness. Take one thing with you before you go though. Life is what you make of it. 

Farewell humans.

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