I was in the train. I thought of something. Something that I wanted to share here. I wanted to share it because it was worth sharing. Another post about life. It is a usual post, but I thought it worth sharing. It's about me. Yes. About me. This thought was more of a revelation. About me. A revelation, about me.
I am a bitter person. A very bitter person. I have people that I dislike, but I also have people that I just outright hate. Hate is a strong word to use. You really have to mean it to use it. I really hate these people. Being this bitter person is tiring. I want to know why I allow myself to be so bitter. I want to know what makes me bitter. People make me bitter. Is it the fact that I am jealous of these people and so leading me to be a bitter person. Or is it the fact that I feel these people have the brain the size of a pea -_- and coping with their stupidity makes me a bitter person..
*Unrelated*
We put on a show for the world.
(*side note*...I tried to blog..but I couldn't think..so what you see at the top is what I've been typing out for the past 2 days -_- I suck I know..OK)
I am still not able to be deep.... I mean I want to tell you how we're all fake and that none of us are really real to any one person in this world...not even ourselves..and yet it's ok..It doesn't mean you're some silent psychopath..you're human. So don't worry about that.
Sigh.....my words fail me for some reason. It's because I want to say more I want to tell the real reasons to what has happened and yet I'm afraid of what others think of me..I'm insecure and it fucking sucks -_-
Well, I don't think I can squeeze anymore things to tell you....not that i said much anyways.. :(
Farewell humans.
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