Love bro. :P

I feel so sick. My nose is blocked and my life hurts very much. I basically want to die. However I have to study, since there's M'sian Studies final exam. I didn't go to college and I feel bad. It's just that I feel so sick damn it. My whole body wants to shut down. I want to shut down. Sigh..But anyways, I must get back to my studying. I can do this. I must pass. I'm frigging superwoman..so yes. I shall continue this post later.

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Later:
Well M'sian Studies finished. I'm happy bout that. :D Now to be done with Bio and Chem ISU, then I'll be fine..sigh. Dear god..... I've been thinking about how I don't fit in and how I'm a weirdo and well...basically the usual. It's depressing at times but sleep and reading good books help. :) I finished The Notebook and Ellen Degeneres's book, Seriously...I'm kidding. Awesome book. It's a book where you just read to know more about Ellen and her thoughts. I enjoyed it because Ellen is such a funny being and shes's so good-hearted. She's a real sweet human being and I think more people should look up to her. <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">
(I wrote something after the heart thingy and then it didn't come out right..I forgot what I wrote :S)

Yesterday, I came back from college and took a bath and then I did the most horrible thing a person could do to themselves.... I looked in the mirror. Dear goodness sake. I am fat. Yes, I am. I'm not proud of it. I don't want to be skinny. I just want to have a flat stomach and less fat. Not skinny..slim maybe? Yes, that was a terrible moment. I slept super early and I loved it. I swear I love sleep. I'm pretty sure that was one of God's gift to humans :) heh

So, i have a friend that I email. This human ( i don't want to say if it's a girl or a boy :P) is such a sweet being. This human makes me feel like someone cares about me and actually want's to know about my boring as hell life. Today i get an email from this being and from the time I start reading it and till I'm finished, I'm smiling. At one point, this being calls me an angel, and I'm just all smiles and Maroon 5 is playing on my headphones and it's one of those moments which I'll probably remember for life.

I've got stuff to do today. Study data! And do all my god-forsaken chemistry lab reports. :P meh..I'm happy now so that should help. Anyways ,when i remember something nice to blog about, I will.
Farewell humans. Love one another :D (inspired by Ellen's closing quote on her shows which is "be kind to one another") She's a doll  :)