It feels like my life has added up to nothing. I don't know. Is life...the friends we have or is it the closeness of a relationship? Do we all base our lives according to a specific moment? Like when we're not talking to someone because we fought with them, do we allow the feelings of that event to control the rest of our daily doings? Is that what life is? Where each event affects the next? Is there no consistency to life? Is that the reason why we all have different lives? Because we were never supposed to be consistent in life? We were just supposed to live it in the present...and yet somehow allowing the past or even future events to disturb our living of that present time? That's a lot of questions. But....looking at it that way...basically...it's you who decides. You. Me. I decide. Not really entirely true. Well, I mean, you don't decided which school you first start off with. You don't decide whether or not it will rain on a day that's supposedly a good day for you..External factors really matter....and people with authority.
Yes well, I think I'm losing my mind. I'm am not a fan of ghost stories or scary movies. My mind forces me to think about it after and it just freaks me the hell out. It's probably because of Halloween, but images of all the evil movies I've ever watched have been playing in my mind..and I'm scaring myself :( I'm such a paranoid human being. Sigh..... Well I must think of rainbows and hot guys :P
OMG guess what! There won't be a second season of Jane by design. :( I'm really sad because I was actually very fond of it. It was such a cute series..like literally..Billy is CUTE. :D heh..yes but the plot was interesting too.. :( sigh... OMG guess what?! Gossip Girl started! :D WOOHOO! I'm so girly, I love it!
Update on life..well the two people I talked about... nothing really. I think one has a girlfriend and the other disappears a lot. Extra info: I have never talked to either of these people. I know all these by just observing..no not like a stalker.. :P
Well anyways.. bye farewell humans :)
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