You know how I've been complaining that no one wants to listen to me and how my day is and my stupid life problems?.... Well Friday was a real slap in the face. One, I forgot to take my earphones to college. Two this guy that I knew last semester started talking to me so i mentally forced myself to talk to him. Three, in Bio, these young people ended up sitting beside me and I had to talk to them. Four, in Malaysian Studies, the teacher asked me what I learned the day before, and I forgot and I had to convince myself that it happens to everybody. Five I wanted to buy a shirt so I went to my friend and asked her, who do I ask and then I wanted my friend to ask but she shouted to the person so I went to the girl and she was a bitch. Yes she was a bitch. So this other girl 'attended to me and she was nice. So, life yes. I realized at the end of the day, that god heard me and was so sick of me complaining that HE said..you wanna talk, there TALK! A real slap in the face. Wow thanks god. BUT if you had been listening correctly, I want to talk to someone to release..thoughts. So, I won't be complaining any longer, I mean even god doesn't want to listen to me so we'll keep it in till we blow up and hopefully die.
Well anyways, today is a holiday and I LOVE IT! I feel happy. I may not feel the way that my insides need to feel to be alive again but for now this happy feeling will do :) Well then that's all for now.
Farewell humans :)
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