Hello :D I exercised today! I'm happy. I've been putting this off for 2/3 weeks and now I've finally done it. Dear god I stink! TMI..yes i know. Anyways, today has been an unpleasant day, and everybody's ignoring me. So kind of hard to deal with alone. I've been told that I'm a good listener. I know I'm a good listener. However this makes its very hard for me to speak out. I know that if I call anybody, they'll just end up telling me stories about their life. I am not saying I dislike listening, I mean, I do like listening to everybody else's life, but sometimes I want to talk about my own life. Yes, it's not as interesting as everyone else's but I need to ... 'release my thoughts' you could say? My troubles are petty and can be fixed if I put my mind to it, but I still want to talk to someone. Sometimes, I want to tell them how MY day is going, instead of them telling me. I tried writing it down on a piece of paper but I couldn't. and then I thought about blogging about it, but I felt bad, like I was 'b****ing' about these people I listen to. But seriously my intentions are not to hurt (?!) anybodies feelings. I just wanted to write it down? Ya.
I guess if I was heard more, I wouldn't be like this. Even when I talk nobody listens. I swear to goodness people have to make up their minds. If I'm quiet, then they say 'oh you're so quiet'. When I talk, they just completely ignore me. I swear, these people DON'T want to hear me. Sigh... so that was my rant of the day. Joyful -_-
Farewell people :S
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