FML..another rant -_-

sigh..... So, I've got a data test tomorrow and I hope I'll be able to do well. It's like this, when you continually do well in something and then when the next something comes along..there's a certain kind of pressure you put on yourself to do just as well as the last something. I mean me..I have to think about not disappointing myself, not disappointing my teacher and it all just really plays with my mind. To add to not being prepared for the test tomorrow, I'm also worried about a Chemistry assignment which is due this Thursday. This may be me being a brat but, teachers should give 2 weeks for assignments like these. It's worrying me and I don't know when I'll be able to have the time to do it because lucky me has Chemistry test on Wednesday. Which means doing it tomorrow is out since I have to study for Chemistry. To add to that, I just wasted an hour doing bloody Malaysian Studies because...basically, everybody else sucks.

I just realized the kind of person that I am. I'm a duty fulfiller and a nurturer. I got this from a personality test that I took. It is quite accurate. I'm the kind of person who worries until something is done. The weird thing about me is that, I'm also a last minute person. Basically, I torture myself with worry until the last minute where I'm doing the project and worrying more..and only when I'm done with my work, do i relax a bit..oh yes then I realize I'm going to suffer the next day because of the days events. I'm just a person who doesn't stop worrying. It's terrible. My mind feels like blowing up some times. yep.

The last post, I talked about boys and very little about twilight. However that seemed to increase my viewers..you could say? Unfortunately, I don't believe in that thing cause it shows like sites the people came from before the came to my site and I clicked on one and it ended up being a pornsite -_- Stupid..virus or whatever shit that's making all these fake people and promoting their stupid sites. I can't wait for Friday! It's a holiday. :D Woohoo! I want to drive on friday. I'll take my sister somewhere..Like Giant :P we start slow then go fast like a cheetah. lol yes. so then that's all for today. Farewell! :)