Too shy to say hello

Hello dear humans. What can I say? Nothing really.. sigh

To person 1:
I want you to follow me to the concert and i'm pushing you to come with me, not because i want the money for the tickets, but because I know I'll have more fun with you there with me. Seems like this pushing you to ask is annoying you and you're ignoring me. Stupid fool. I feel like I'm always there for you. I'm advicing and listening to your stories, which of course I don't mind, but sometimes it gets really hard for me and I need someone to help me. And the weird thing is whenever I feel that I need you most, you're not there for me. I get it. I do. And I have tried to distance myself and we ended up being normal again. It amazes me how the both of us can just ignore things and go back to normal. life...my life.

Today was ok? It was nice cause i slept and no regret. Tomorrow moral finals. i did study.. a bit. Dear God, just help me pass. Passing is enough for me. I don't want to resit the paper.

Maroon 5 in 6 days! I've been feeling really down for the past 2 days. The first day, i handled it by trying to call person 1 and talking, but person 1 was sleeping. So the pain was just all over. I slept that day with some tears because I felt like I couldn't breathe. The second day was much better. I decided that the world is a selfish place and that people suck, so I held my head high and walked like a boss. I mean college was ok.. i survived it but at home the pain and that hollow feeling came back, so I decided to download and watch The Voice 3. Dear god, the excitement for the Maroon 5 concert just came back. Watching Adam Levine and Blake and Christina and Cee Lo just made my day. I felt good and i realized I'll survive without going with person 1. It's Maroon 5! Even if i went with some random homeless guy, I'd still have fun. and so now I can't wait for Maroon 5. It's love i tell you.
Well then, back to studying moral :( Wish me luck! Farewell!