Carte Blanche

It means the freedom to act..complete rein. Nope, it's got nothing to do with my post. The reason why I gave you the meaning was because.. if you were actually looking for the meaning and you thought that you clicked on the right link but you end up on my blog, then you'd feel irritated cause you stumbled upon a blog about a girl who has no idea where she's going with this. Ok let me make this simple, urm i didn't want to waste your time. Yup that's it.

Well hello dear readers, lol... I ain't got no readers. buuuut anyways, hello! It has been an interesting week filled with interesting things. The first week back from a week long holiday. I mean it's ok... nothing much happened. same old same old.

My sister's left for medical college. I cried.. can you believe it. First one to cry in fact. We may have not been sooo close but we are close-ish. I mean it's not like we share everything and tell each other everything.. It's more like I respect her and she knows it. lol. I am most definitely going to miss her. Yep. The fact that it's not the same with my younger sister is kinda sad. She makes me so angry. She's so stubborn and has no respect and is so naive. I can't become close to her and I'm not even going to try. I have tried trust me. Talking to her is like talking to a rock...no talking to a rock would be better -_-

I'm weird and I think I am starting to accept it. Instead of taking a taxi everyday from the train station to college like normal human beings, I walk. Yes i walk for 15-20 minutes every morning to get to college. Recently I found out 2 guys from the same course I'm doing, take the train at the same time as me and instead of walking, they pay RM 3 for a taxi from the train station to college. I mean, I'd love to take the taxi but my weirdness and my attitude of not liking to make conversation with people I don't know has prevented me from that. I've been walking for 6 months.. I think I can handle another 6 :) I find this semester to be much more better. I'm enjoying it. I just need to keep studying and finishing my work. I can get through this... I hope.

Yes today I'm not as pessimistic as I usually am. That will come back soon. Don't miss it too much. :P I'm cheerful because of today's public holiday! :) I wasted the day watching Melissa and Joey! So nice to watch! :) luckily, there's no test yet? hmm.

Well that's the update... more or less. I recommend Train - 50 Ways To Say Goodbye! <3 love="love" p="p">