A Monday.

I was watching Gossip Girl.. I'm not proud because I should have been studying Chemistry. I LIKE GOSSIP GIRL. It's just too addictive. BUT I have returned to studying. These reaction rates and stuff. I've got a test tomorrow. WOOHOO...no not really. :(

It's like this, i want to say things but I don't know how to put them down. In short, I don't know how to complain about myself and the person I am, at this moment. I mean, both you and I know that I am more than capable at complaining about said things, but today it just isn't flowing out like usual. Maybe I have nothing to complain about? I do. A few things.

I bought these shoes. They cost RM 200+. Now i regret. They hurt my feet. I'm so stupid sometimes. I wish I had really thought about them shows before buying them. I'd never tell my parents that I regret wearing them...I'd feel too guilty. I plan to endure the pain and act like those shoes are the best ones I've ever gotten. I need socks. Ankle high socks. What's so cool about these kind of socks anyways? I'm perfectly fine with wearing normal socks that go higher than one's ankle. But I find myself thinking that I'd be labelled geek or nerd if i were seen wearing normal socks. Seriously though, I should't care. I'm a loner and whatever I wear won't change the minds of these shallow minded human beings. I should wear whatever I want. Screw those who dislike or disagree with the things I choose, I am not defined by the things i choose to wear. Which is true, cause if you see the normal t-shirts I wear to college, and my beautiful hair..lol. I've got wild hair, which I don't bother to tame. I like my hair. It doesn't give me plus points at giving off clean but I prefer it this way.

There's going to be auditions for some Broadway production. There's auditions for those who'd like to sing and dance. I wish I had the time and courage to do it. You never know, I might be the female lead. but we'll never know, because I may think of wanting to try out by the truth is, I'd never do something like that. Singing in front of people isn't really my thing. Since I've never sung infront of anyone, hence I don't know if I have a good voice or not..and by the looks of it I will never know. But it's all for the best? I don't know.

A picture to show beauty perhaps, even though it has nothing to do with the topic? :P

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. That, is something I will believe till the day i die. :)

Farewell everybody. Have a relaxing week.