Series :D

I had a great idea of a post today..unfortunately, after falling asleep all my ideas ran away. Well thats life i guess.

If you want to get addicted to TV series,.....oh wait i have to download teen wolf. I'll be back soon...

Ok started downloading. Yes I am most definitely a pirate..why? Because I have no time to watch it on TV. I'm partially on my computer and the rest of the time I'm sleeping so yeah :P

Anyways, If you are interested in getting addicted to some TV series I actually have a few suggestions. They are not going to be placed according to my preference, just a random listing.

1) Jane by design
     A new series, basically it's about a high school girl who gets a very high-class job as a designers assistant (I don't know the exact term) and she has to hide her identity from her colleagues because they don't know she's very young. So Jane and her supercutesexyashell best friend, Billy, go through all these adventures together. Also there's always a love story going on Jane and a superhot jock, Billy and a rich popular girl. It's actually very interesting. A suggestion though, don't watch it all at one go (like me) because at one point it gets a tad bit boring. But all in all it's awesome.

2) Teen Wolf
   I LOVE TEEN WOLF. Sorry. This one has 2 seasons. The second one is still going on. It's about a boy who gets scratched by a wolf, turning into a wolf. As cliche as it sounds, it really is awesome. Everytime you watch it, you want to watch more. Also the teen wolfs (sorry i temporarily forgot his name) best friend, Styles, is very much funny. And also a love story going on...which then become into a love hate relationship, since the teen wolf's girlfriend is the daughter of a hunter..which means, she's the daughter of a man that kills werewolves.

3) The Glee Project
   I like glee, so naturally i like the glee project. For those who don't know, it's a competion show where a few teens have to compete to get 7 episodes i think in the series Glee. :) I love Nellie and Blake!:) They're so cute!

4) Revenge
    Currently, season one has ended. Revenge is very very awesome. It's about a girl who's father was wrongfully put to jail and killed in jail. She goes back to her first home and she starts bringing down all the people that were involved in her fathers court case. There is a love story. She loves the boy that shes known from her childhood and yet is kind-of in love with the rich boy that she is using to take down the people involved. and yes, nobody knows that she is the little girl from last time. She changed her name and managed to change her identity. It is really good. My summary isn't giving it justice.

5) Once upon a time
   This is very fairy tale-ish but lots of twists and turns along the way. You get to see these characters like snow white and prince charming and cinderella. It's all just very lovely. and its very interesting. and there's drama. Basically if you like fairy tales with dark0ish twists in it and some more or less happy endings, then you will enjoy it.

That's all of it for now. I will write later :)

I'm not inspired

Sometimes you get so inspired by something.. your mood lightens and your hopes are raised. When was the last time that happened to you? A long time ago? Well, it's ok. It will happen soon. Don't you worry a bit about it.

So today was a lazy day. I did... 1/4 of the work that I'm supposed to do. Yes..a very un-eventful day. I don't know...should i be in the mood to write..type? guess not. yes so enjoy your days while they last. Fare-the-well dear friends. :)

Champions 2

Hello. :)

Bronze medal winner #likeafrigginboss.

Pandelela Rinong! Thank you for winning us a medal! You did us proud!WE <3 :=":" p="p" you="you">You're an Olympic champion now! Be proud! You have your whole country behind you!
Good job! you deserved the medal :D

Champions!

We're all champions. It's true..we are. We may not feel it...we may not even know it, but we are champions.

Dato' Lee Chong Wei. A Malaysian. An amazing badminton player. The man will forever be a legend. The future generation will talk about him the way they talk about Ronaldo. Their eyes will light up whenever they talk about this great man. This man..this legend..this champion! He's given us hope of being a known country. He played his heart out and he was amazing. The fact that he didn't do it just because he wanted a medal is a heartwarming thing. He did it for the nation. He fought and never gave up. When he lost..watching him look so defeated at the badminton court was just heart-breaking. He thought he failed us.. he didn't...not even close to failing us! and for that Dato' I thank you. Thank you for being the humble man you are. Thank you for fighting. We will cheer you on as you go on for the 2016 Olympics. And no matter whichever country I'm in, I'll be cheering and screaming for you. :)

shorts

Words have a way of making imagination more than it is. Words have a way of brightening up our day..just as well as darkening it.
The weird thing about words is that..even if you think before you talk or you don't...you still end up saying them.
Sense is another thing. Senses are like radars. They're like things to discover other things...but what is sense. A person says you don't make sense. But that's their opinion. We're just saying what we feel fits right in that conversation.
Being sorry is stupid. I hate people who are monotonous towards the word 'sorry'. I'm sorry.. then the other person answers "yeah sure." stupid..they don't even want to know what the other person is sorry for.

What else can I say?

Is it all a path we follow? Are we allowed to go off course just because we feel the need to?
Is this the path we follow? Are we allowed to change paths when we feel a sense of repetition?
Do we go backwards when we're trying to go front? Do we change our paths or does the nature change it? Are we all just followers of an unseen force....all hoping to achieve only happiness?
Do we all have different forms of happiness? Or is it all similar in a way?

So hello! How have you been? I've been alright. Surviving. I haven't skipped college in 2 weeks! Can you believe it? If I manage to get through this week then its 3 weeks! Now that's a HUGE achievement for me. No..I don' skip to go out with 'friends' or to watch movies. I skip cause I'd rather be at home.. comfortable and safe. I kind of wrote about a dream in the previous post..kind of. I've been thinking A LOT about it lately. It's just been getting on my nerves on how life turns out. I seem to think that everything is a sort of 'sign'. I don't know...maybe its showing me what I'll never have or maybe it's showing me that something of a similar situation is about to happen. The fact that I don't know pisses me off.

I don't know anymore. Would you choose happiness which is then followed by complete sadness and depression or just being completely emotionless? Not being able to feel anything..because your head and your heart can't take anymore. Sometimes I wonder why I turned out like this. Everybody else is happy and social and all together. Why am I different? Why am I not able to fit in? Why am I the weird one who sits alone? I'd rather be at home.

Nothing

What can I say...I mean I can't say anything. It's not real. Nothing is real.

Dreams..they're just dreams.

It would be nice if this dream came true...then i could feel the way i felt in my dream.

The way everything felt so warm and whole. Could it be?

I search for your face..Hoping that some sort of connection will happen,

It's so stupid...yet I can't help myself,

I want to hope that its real,

I want you to be there for me...like in my dreams,

I want you to be mine and only mine,

I want to feel your lips on my head,

Thinking that i don't feel you kissing my head,

but knowing you want me to.

I'm in love with this dream..

In love.....with a dream....

In love....with an imagination...

In love....with...with nothing..

It's nothing.