Forgive me Father :S

I'm a terrible daughter. I forgot about Father's day. But he went golf-ing so I guess I can use that as an excuse? I don't know..... I'm a terrible daughter nevertheless.
I was thinking of getting him something as soon as my exams finish but i realized that he's leaving on the same day my exam finishes. No he's not leaving at night, he's leaving early morning. Joyful. :S
Terrible daughter.
Another reason to why I'm probably going to hell.
Well Physics is tomorrow. I lent my calculator to a friend on Friday and she's supposed to meet up with me tomorrow but that bloody idiot is not answering her phone or replying me back. Now I have to rely on asking my sisters to lend me their calculator or asking another friend. I swear I should start getting angry and scolding people.
I'm such a pushover. I hate that about me (one of the many things I hate about myself) I wish i could get angry and come up with awesome comebacks without getting emotional and allowing tears to flow. I hate that. Whenever i feel someones going to get angry at me I back out. Fucking idiots, if only i could talk better you fools would have gotten it good by now. sigh. life

I shouldn't complain about my life so much. Other things in the world that are more important. Like people who are starving, war, global warming, animal cruelty....and the list goes on.
Just a selfish creature I am. Well makes me more human don't you think, being selfish and all.

I don't belong in this world. I really don't. I just don't fit in anywhere. I'm probably a loner, but i don't really enjoy being lonely. hmm.

Physics sucks. Don't know how I'm going to do in it. I've already got 58% which is out of 70, now all i have to do is get 25% out of 100 for this final exam and I'll get 65%+. Because I need that 65% to be able to do medicine in the country that i have chosen to go to. . yup. i need 65% and above for all the important one.... Bio, Chem, Physics and one math subject. I'll be taking bio and chem plus one other subject next term. Looking forward to bio. :) Hope i get what i need now for physics cause that's my only concern right now. Physics and I don't really get along. It's just never enters my head. sigh...

Oh yes....a shout out to whoever that reads my blog. Just cause you guys can handle all my complaining and my nonsense and my terribly PMS-y moods. and in any case that no one actually reads my blog....... the shout out would be quite of no use. so yes..lol.
Well, goodbye then.