Concerts

So today i went for a concert. It was a Christian rock and roll concert with songs about Christianity and stuff like that. (BTW I'm a Hindu) I go for these things because my Aunty bought the tickets and I thought it would be fun. I don't really want to get onto the religion topic...well because i don't want.. LAH :P anyways concerts. Today's concert was Israel Houghton and The Planet Shakers. Both were exceptionally amazing. Its probably me, but, the fact that they combined these songs with rock and roll is just amazing. I found myself head-banging and jumping and screaming for more by the end of this concert. As much as it was a Christian concert,I felt like it was a normal concert. I enjoyed the amount of love these people (lol look at me talking about Christians like they're aliens...I am so going to hell...sigh) had for Jesus and i just thought of how this people have something to live for. From what little knowledge i know, Hinduism allows you to be you as long as you do the right thing and believe in God. damn it..I've gotten off topic. :S ok wait, back to concerts. so yes this concert made me really realise that i probably don't have anything to live for. I feel like I'm better off dead. but that's the depressed side of me. and no this has nothing to do with the fact that this was a CHRISTIAN concert. I find myself feeling sad and like a part of me gone with any concert I've gone to. maybe its because i enjoy these concerts too much and maybe its because i get to sing as loud as i can and enjoy amazing music to the extent that i don't care what other people think, but by the time i come back to reality after these concerts are over i feel so....its....just so empty. and i hate feeling and thinking that "oh maybe if i had a boyfriend it wouldn't feel this way", something else you don't know about me. never had a boyfriend. I'm not commenting on that cause...well cause i don't want too. anyways, so concerts, that's always how i feel at the end. But going for concerts is like an addiction. I want more and i never want it to end.

CONCERTS

in order from first ever till now. :)

1) Gwen Stefani

2) Kelly Clarkson

3) Adam Lambert

4) Maroon 5 <3

5) Israel Houghton and The Planet Shakers.

Yep so there we go, memories.

P.S: Ive decided to post stuff cause I've realised i don't have anyone to talk to anymore. I don't know what Gods plan is but i hope in the future there's making new friends and feeling comfortable involved.

Oh and also one more thing, the drummer in Planet Shakers is sexy plus the dudes got serious mad skills! If somehow they manage to see this, YOU GUYS ARE AWESOME! Same goes to Israel Houghton! His voice is velvety and WOW! Pure ecstasy i say! :)

UNTIL THEN, :)